Crap. He got away.

Listening to -
Lady gaga- Poker Face

Mood- Bitchy

So today I go on facebook and decide to visit this gut's facebook.
Yeah a guy. I had a weee little crush on this one guy.
Nowadays it seems as if my hormones were all over the place.
Seriously.
So this guy turns out he moved/ Transferred. Poof.
I feel really depressed now. He's one of the 5 people I ever had a crush on and like all of them. I never make a move to even talk to them, know them, get close to them. I am that horribly shy and lame.

Thats another thign I hate. I'm so shy that i'm afraid to take risks. Such as talking to boys.

Some boys.

But i'm not afraid to punch a random stranger?

WTF.

Also the fact that people use the RIDICULOUS concept "EMO" is annoying as well.
Emo is not something you should label an individual because it is a stereotype.
It's stupid and shows you can't just think of something wittier or better to say to show how that person is.
I am not Emo.
Emo is a type of music.
Emo stands for emotional.
I am not emotional.
I don't cut myself as followed by one stereotype of Emo
I do not label myself as anything because that’s ignorant.
I do not wear freakishly huge amounts of eyeliner or makeup.
Hell I don't even wear no makeup.
I don't have short hair and bangs all over my face, covering my eyes.
Because that would prevent me from seeing shit.
I don't listen to all that loud punk rock shit or depressed music.
I listen to Lady Gaga because I think she's so jumpy and makes me jumpy.
I don't wear all black.
I am perfectly fine you bastards.
Now I also don't stereotype as well but most ignorant people classify all individuals that do one of these categories as "Emo". And they need someone to punch them in the face for classifying.

I do love their hair though. I find it <3

Anyways. So this guy moved and I really feel horrible I didn’t get to know him. He was kind of cute and seemed funny.
So this is my punishment for being shy and not making a move. But the guy I really seem to have a thing for right now.

I WILL NOT LET HIM SLIP AWAY LIKE THE LAST THREE GUYS.

Which is a story to tell. And to achieve this. Before valentines day I will send him something.
Keep him guessing.

I'll send him a threat letter. To never move away, never turn gay, never become a druggy.

So fifth time is a charm? ];

-Clammy